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Why, did he decide to “reappear” after eighty years. I heard he was killed shortly after leaving Wischards institute for the clinically insane for a different job. Maybe, it isn’t him and just a boy the resembles him in everyway possible. But, Gerard seems like a nice boy and Dimitri was eight years older then me. I`m old enough to be Gerards` grandmother for gods sake. Well, not truly since I remained fifteen for the last seventy- three years. I never loved Dimitri in a romantic way more like a sisterly way, but Gerard is hard to not fall for with his devilishly good looks and his persistent manner of flirting. He reminds me of the “Teen Heartthrobs.” the younger girls constantly mention. I wonder who the poor girls that are constantly pining for one glance are? I must not fall for him because he is the reincarnate of Dimitri the one who took away my innocence without permission. He would end up doing the same. Our past constantly repeats its self weather we wish it to or not. Well, I`m not to sure about myself because I have no past to repeat. I`m just the strange girl in the asylum that never ages.